2008年9月19日金曜日

無限の風

作詞:森雪之丞
作曲:酒井良
編曲:酒井良
歌:GESANG

君の横顔を染めて
夕焼けが滲んでゆく 
The light of the sunset spreads, as it colours the side of your face.
空よ艶やかな色を 消さないで
Please don't disappear, this enchanting colour of the sky.

時と共に何もかも 
移ろって変わるんだね 
I guess just about everything changes with time,
君も「じゃあ…」と手をふって 歩きだす
You will also wave your hand and say goodbye, as you walk away.

でも変わらぬものがある
However, there are things that do not change,
言葉には 出せないまま
Things that remains unexpressed in words
心に溢れる思い
The thoughts that overflow from your heart.

切なさよ、さあ
Pain, come now,
優しい風になれ 今すぐ
Become a gentle wind right now.
流れてゆけ
Continue flowing on,
俯向く君の肩 包むように
To wrap around your downcast shoulders.
俺はいつも君を見つめてる
I am always fixing my eyes upon you,
たとえ遠い場所にいても
Even if you are in a far off place.

もしも生まれ変わっても
Even if I am able to be born again,
俺は俺に生まれよう
I would choose to be born again as myself.
そして君を見つけるよ もう一度
And thus I would be able to find you, once again.

形あるもの全てに
In all the things that have a shape,
限りがあるとしたって
It’s been said that there exists a limit.
色褪せぬものはあると 伝えたい
I want to tell you that there are some things, that do not ever fade

ただ近くに君がいた
For you were nearby,
それだけで歩けたんだ
With that I could walk
どんなに険しい道も
However steep the road might be

淋しさよ、さあ
Loneliness, come now,
無限の風になれ ここから
Become an eternal wind, from now on.
流れてゆけ
Continue flowing on,
一人歩く君の背中押して
Pushing you on from behind, while you walk alone.
見えぬ愛で君を助けたい
I want to support you with love unseen,
いつか再び会えるまで
Until I am able to meet you once more, someday.

今変わらぬものはただ
Now, the things that are unchanging are but
言葉には ならなかった
What words cannot be used to express,
輝き続ける思い
These thoughts that continue to glitter.

切なさよ、さあ
Pain, come now
優しい風になれ 今すぐ
Become a gentle wind, right now.
流れてゆけ
Continue flowing on,
俯向く君の肩 包むように
To wrap around your downcast shoulders.
俺はいつも君を見つめてる
I am always fixing my eyes upon you,
たとえ遠い場所にいても
Even if you are in a far off place.

2008年9月16日火曜日

強くになれ

2008年9月7日日曜日

迷う

2008年9月4日木曜日

the red thread that binds

for each and every person,
between each and every soul,
lies a red thread that binds,
from the heart, to the body, to the soul.

that red thread of fate,
ties our destinies together,
and our path crosses not by coincidence,
only by an inevitable necessity.

to know the reason of which we meet,
is to force a conclusion too hastily,
that even if we try to change,
the inevitable would no doubt be remain.

and thus let us not hastily judge,
nor find reason to escape so,
but steadfastly endure through,
and pray to unravel the tangled web.

2008年7月3日木曜日

letter

just received this email today, first time i have received anything of this sort.

"R29-2974



Dear Sir/Mdm



NUS UNDERGRADUATE SCHOLARSHIP 2007/2008 (SEMESTER 2)

- RENEWAL OF SCHOLARSHIP



We have noted with concern your performance in the university examination for Semester 2 of AY2007/2008. Your performance has been up to expectations.



We are glad to inform you that your scholarship has been renewed for Semester 1 of AY2008/2009. Your performance will be closely monitored and your scholarship will be reviewed again at the end of the following semester.



As administrators of the scholarship scheme, we strongly urge you to focus all your attention on your academic pursuits and strive to do your best in the coming examinations. You must seek the advice of your lecturers/tutors at the university to address whatever problems you face in the subjects you are studying. You are also expected to attend all lectures, tutorials and lab sessions.



We wish you all the best in the coming semester.



Yours faithfully"



mmm. doesn't it seem scary?

We have noted with concern your performance in the university examination for Semester 2 of AY2007/2008.
Your performance will be closely monitored and your scholarship will be reviewed again at the end of the following semester.
we strongly urge you to focus all your attention on your academic pursuits
You are also expected to attend all lectures, tutorials and lab sessions.


makes me feel like i am a borderline case.
Right.

2008年6月21日土曜日

!@#$!@#

the only day for almost 2 weeks that i could sleep in, i got woken up by the stupid !#$!@#$ (probably) malfunctioning fire alarm. grah.
walked ard, no smoke, no ppl screaming fire, fire, some ppl still cooking breakfast... like... !@#$!#$!@#$

2008年6月2日月曜日

Firefox 3

Download Day 2008

2008年5月23日金曜日

tissue packet

2008年5月22日木曜日

Meteor shower

Had a weird dream last night. That there was a meteor shower, blueish whitish streaks across the sky. Was beautiful, yet at the same time, sad. And it was nighttime, a time of peace, of rest. Silence was all I could here. Where I, looking at the sky, found no one around me. Where the ephemeral and eternity combined to form a hauntingly beautiful scene.

2008年5月20日火曜日

negative zero

the hole, cracked, ripped, torn asunder
where pain, flowing, coursing, pulsating through
the lines, streaked, veined, webbed over
where they separate into fragments, broken pieces.

2008年5月16日金曜日

time just seems to fly away

when you are working. it's not good. i need to keep to my plan. but rainlackofsleepcounterstrikeanimestoning is taking up too much time. cut cut cut.

2008年4月25日金曜日

dream scape

need to get this out of my system... translation i mean.

edit: forgot link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Of_ctfM52LE

曲名:dream scape
アーティスト:FictionJunction KAORI

見たことのない草の海が
銀色に揺れてざわめいて
夢と現(うつつ)の境目あたりの景色

the sea of grass that I've never seen before,

swaying and rustling in silver

such is the scenery bordering between dreams and reality


君に出会うため?
それともまだ見ない誰かの瞳のため
風を分けて行く
dream scape


is it for the sake of meeting you?

or is it for the eyes of someone that I haven't seen?

Separating the wind as I go on,

Dream scape


もうすぐ鳴るね、目覚ましの音
でもその先もまだ夢かもしれないね
大事なものは何処にいたってあまり変わらないよね

Soon it will ring right? the sound of the alarm clock

But after that is might be another dream

The important things do not really change very much

目覚めてもまだここにいようと思うよ
それが勇気というものかとも思うよ

Even after waking up I think I will remain here.

I think that’s surely the thing called “courage” right?


sittin' in the silence...everlasting night breeze...
(I believe...I deceive...I relieve...)
暗すぎて見えないだけさ……
in my......

sitting in the silence… everlasting night breeze…

(I believe… I deceive… I relieve…)

It’s just that it is too dark that I can’t really see…

In my…

泣きたくなくて放ってあった胸のササクレに
今頃追いかけられて息もつけなくて
しがみついていた真実がボロボロに枯れて落ちるまで

The splinter of my heart that I abandoned because I did not want to cry,

Is now chasing me that I can’t even catch my breath,

Until the truth that I clung onto crumbles away piece by piece, withering.

今ちょっと見えないだけさ……

It’s just that I can’t really see now…

現実だって夢だって君を迷わせるだけだからさ

Whether it is reality or a dream, it’s because it will only just confuse you.



坂道の上の曲がり角、幾つでもその先に行きたい
音楽の中にしか無い風景の向こうへ
暗すぎて見えないだけさ……

No matter how many bends there are up on the hilly road, I want to go beyond them

To the scene that is only present in music.

It’s just that it is too dark that I can’t really see.



夢の続きには夢が
七色の迷路みたいに
音階の無い草笛に歌を見つけるために
広すぎて目がくらんでも
歌いすぎて喉がかれても
見たことのない草の海を
たとえ君がいなくなっても

The continuation of a dream is another dream

Resembling a maze of prismatic colours.

For the sake of finding a song in a reed that cannot play scales,

Even if my eyes are dazzled by the vastness,

Even if my throat grows hoarse from singing too much,

The sea of grass that I have never seen before…

Even if you were to disappear…



暗すぎて見えないだけさ……
sittin' in the silence...everlasting night breeze...
dream scape

It’s just that it’s too dark that I can’t really see

sittin' in the silence...everlasting night breeze...
dream scape

2008年4月16日水曜日

The garden of everything

a totally beautiful song. Just FYI, Steve Conte sang some songs in cowboy bebop, and Maaya Sakamoto is... Maaya Sakamoto! she has been in the voice acting/singing business for as long as i can remember... (Haruhi in Ouran, Hitomi in Escaflowne...)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q65TCFBosWY

*edit: the previous version's romanji sucked big time... looked as if the person was listening to 96kbps version or something. and half guessed the japanese parts. so i had to guess it myself. but i think it's much better. anyway the youtube one is also a bit wrong. and i did some translation =)

Steve Conte + Maaya Sakamoto (坂本真綾)
Steve Conte:
Here you are
Daylight Star
Made out of miracles

Perfection of your own
You alone
Oh so incredible

Each atom sings to me
Set me free
From chains of the physical
Oh free me
Oh free me

Steve Conte and Maaya Sakamoto:
The mirror melts
Somewhere else
Inside eternity

Where you, on outstretched wings,
Sing within
The garden of everything

Where memories call to me
Backward dreams
Or phantom reality
Call to me
Call to me

Steve Conte:
So here we are lovers of lost dimensions
Maaya Sakamoto:
Hika wa ima kaze ni notte haruka tooi

悲歌は今風に乗って 遥か遠い 

(The sad melody is now being carried by the wind to the faraway place)

Steve Conte:
Burning supernovas, of all sound and sight
Maaya Sakamoto:

anata no moto e

あなたの元へ
(where you are)
Steve Conte
:
Every touch, a temptation
Maaya Sakamoto:
Itsuku sora wa hitotsu ni tsunagaru

いつか空は一つに繋がる

(There will be a day where the sky is connected together)
Steve Conte
:
And for every sense, a sensation
Maaya Sakamoto:

Watatte yukeru anata no moto e

渡ってゆけるあなたの元へ

(crossing over to the place where you were)

Steve Conte:
Eyes of pure
Deep azure
Quite unbelievable

Sun's daughter, you've been made
Not to fade
Quite inconceivable

Each atom sings to me
Set me free
From chains of the physical
Oh free me
Oh free me

Steve Conte and Maaya Sakamoto:
A love like ours
A starry flower
Through seasons and centuries

As rivers reach the sea
You reach me
With songs of your symmetry

A small boat, there will float
To far off coasts
The Isle of Infinity
Come with me
Come with me
Come with me
Come with me

Here we'll see
Love's lost tree
Made out of miracles

Emotions, crystal leaves
To cover me,
And you in eternity

Each atom sings to us
Through the blood
Love is a miracle
Sing softly
Sing softly
Sing softly
Sing softly

Steve Conte:
So here we are lovers of lost dimensions
Maaya Sakamoto:
Hika wa ima kaze ni notte haruka tooi

悲歌は今風に乗って 遥か遠い 

(The sad melody is now being carried by the wind to the faraway place)

Steve Conte:
Burning supernovas, of all sound and sight
Maaya Sakamoto:
anata no moto e

あなたの元へ
(where you are)
Steve Conte
:
Every touch, a temptation
Maaya Sakamoto:
Itsuku sora wa hitotsu ni tsunagaru

いつか空は一つに繋がる

(There will be a day where the sky is connected together)
Steve Conte
:
And for every sense, a sensation
Maaya Sakamoto:
watatte yukeru anata no moto e

渡ってゆけるあなたの元へ

(crossing over to the place where you were)

Steve Conte:
So here we are twin stars, brilliant brightness
Maaya Sakamoto:
Hika wa ima kaze ni notte haruka tooi

悲歌は今風に乗って 遥か遠い 

(The sad melody is now being carried by the wind to the faraway place)

Steve Conte:
Lanterns lit by life for all the depths of night
Maaya Sakamoto:
anata no moto e

あなたの元へ
(where you are)
Steve Conte
:
And every day will return us
Maaya Sakamoto:
Itsuku sora wa hitotsu ni tsunagaru

いつか空は一つに繋がる

(There will be a day where the sky is connected together)
Steve Conte
:
To arms of the ever eternal
Maaya Sakamoto:
Watatte yukeru anata no moto e

渡ってゆけるあなたの元へ

(crossing over to the place where you were)

Steve Conte:
So here we are, so far from earthly orbits
Maaya Sakamoto:
Hika wa ima kaze ni notte haruka tooi

悲歌は今風に乗って 遥か遠い 

(The sad melody is now being carried by the wind to the faraway place)

So here we are
Steve Conte:
Burning supernovas, of all sound and sight
Maaya Sakamoto:
anata no moto e

あなたの元へ
(where you are)
Steve Conte
:
Where every day will return us
Maaya Sakamoto:
Itsuku sora wa hitotsu ni tsunagaru

いつか空は一つに繋がる

(There will be a day where the sky is connected together)
Every day will return us...
Steve Conte:
To arms of the ever eternal
Maaya Sakamoto:
Watatte yukeru anata no moto e

渡ってゆけるあなたの元へ

(crossing over to the place where you were)

Steve Conte:
Here we are...
Maaya Sakamoto:
Here we are...

Steve Conte & Maaya Sakamoto:
Lovers of lost dimensions

Steve Conte:
Where every day will return us
To arms of the ever (+Maaya Sakamoto): eternal

2008年4月4日金曜日

my first time

trapped in a lift!

pressing this... doesn't really help much
no telephone number in the lift to call too...


let us out!!!


err.


aftermath 1.


aftermath 2.

2008年3月20日木曜日

思い出憶千万

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqT1SAPfF_w

子供の頃 やった事あるよ
I have done this before, when I was a kid
色褪せた記憶だ 紅白帽 頭に
A faded memory, a red and white cap on my head
ウルトラマン ウルトラマン セブン
Ultraman, Ultraman seven

子供の頃 懐かしい記憶
The dear memories when I was a kid
カレーとかの時に 銀のスプーン目にあて
When having curry or something, putting the silver spoon to my eyes

ウルトラマン ウルトラマン セブン
Ultraman, Ultraman seven

でも今じゃそんな事も忘れて
But now, such things were long forgotten
何かに追われるように 毎日生きてる
Living everyday, as if being chased by something

振り返っても(忘れていたアルバムの中に)
Even as I look back (In the forgotten album)
あの頃には(馬鹿やってる自分)
to that time which (of me doing stupid things)
戻れない(友達と笑って)
I can't return to (laughing together with friends)
ウルトラマン ウルトラマン セブン
Ultraman, Ultraman seven

今あいつら どこに居るの?何をしているの?
Right now, I wonder where they are, what they are doing
答えはぼやけたままで
The answer is unclear
ウルトラマン ウルトラマン セブン
Ultraman, Ultraman seven

でも今じゃそんな事も忘れて
But now, such things were long forgotten
何かに追われるように 毎日生きてる
Living everyday, as if being chased by something

君がくれた勇気は 億千万 億千万
The courage that you had given me was unmeasurable
過ぎ去りし季節は ドラマティック
The seasons that had passed were dramatic

子供の頃 やった事あるね
I have done this before, when I was a kid
雑誌に付いてきた 3Dメガネかけ
Wearing the 3D glasses that came with magazines
ウルトラマン ウルトラマン セブン
Ultraman, Ultraman seven

大人になり 忘れてた記憶
The memories that were forgotten after becoming an adult
蘇る 鮮やかに 腕でL字作り
Were recalled vividly, making a L with my arms
ウルトラマン ウルトラマン セブン
Ultraman, Ultraman seven

でも今じゃそんな事も忘れて
But now, such things were long forgotten
何かから逃げるように 毎日生きてる
Living everyday, as if escaping from something

振り返っても(古ぼけた日記帳 開き)
Even as I look back (opening the musty diary)
あの頃には(色褪せた ページには)
to that time which (in the faded pages)
戻れない(初恋の娘の名前)
I cannot return to (the name of my first love)
ウルトラマン ウルトラマン セブン
Ultraman, Ultraman seven

ただあの頃 振り返る 無邪気に笑えた
Just looking back at those times, when I laughed innocently
汚れも知らないままに
Not even aware of impure things.
ウルトラマン ウルトラマン セブン
Ultraman, Ultraman seven

でも今じゃそんな事も忘れて
But now, such things were long forgotten
何かから逃げるように 毎日生きてる
Living everyday, as if escaping from something

見過ごしてた景色は 億千万 億千万
The seasons that were overlooked were priceless
過ぎ去りし季節は グラフィティ
The seasons that passed were dramatic

君がくれた勇気は 億千万 億千万
The courage that you had given me was unmeasurable
過ぎ去りし季節は ドラマティック
The seasons that passed were dramatic


should be familiar for those rockman players. (maybe i'm the only one.)

2008年3月19日水曜日

ニコニコ動画(niconicodouga)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fsdLNfT7-gc
medley of anime/game songs which are sung by many various (unknown?) artists. they are quite good, arrangement not bad too.
apparently the artists are called nico nico artists, they are in this week's oricon top 30

video site

nicovideo
but it's in japanese, but quality is better, but registration is difficult if you don't know japanese, but it has interesting stuff, but navigation is kinda hard, but it has funky commenting system.

2008年3月7日金曜日

brainless

maybe not only cars, pedestrians should give way to a blaring fire engine.
whatever are in their minds when people cross the road, albeit a zebra crossing during a drizzling day, right in front of a fire engine.
maybe the fire engine's siren is spoilt. it keeps turning on and off.
maybe the fire engine is bluffing us. it just wants to rush back to the station to enjoy hot breakfast takeaway.
maybe it's just a false alarm. me crossing the road is of the utmost importance that i cannot even delay it by 5 seconds.
maybe... like heeelllooooo! use your brains!!!

2008年2月5日火曜日

midnight

that darkness is shattered
that blackness is splattered
the tears are spilt
the heart stays tilt

a promise made
a deity said
a time raid

now two
and two

await

2008年2月3日日曜日

越飞越高

歌曲:越飞越高
歌手:崔苔菁 专辑:越飞越高

握住我的手轻轻的对我说爱我
感谢你在我最孤独的时候对着我微笑
跟着我慢慢摇忘掉吧!烦恼
向他说再见挥挥手把握住一点快乐

跳舞的感觉真好已经很久没有这样
青春的感觉真好本来就是充满幻想
跳舞的感觉真好已经很久没有这样
自由的感觉真好啦啦啦啦越飞越高

不要问我懂不懂
翱翔的我只想要作个白日梦
不要为我停下你的远去脚步
我只想要自由越飞越高越飞越高

for those who knows that i like old songs, this is one song i heard on FM 95.8 while on the way back to sch today.

apparently there are 2 singers, but they sing similarly.
http://video.cctv.com/opus/5917.html
this is by 李玲玉

and the one on my blog is by the original singer.

2008年1月30日水曜日

not too bad i think

65 words

free Touch typing

Hot Turkey Addict

Grah.

2008年1月23日水曜日

The last song

Watching the stars till they're gone
Like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story he was in
Who never knew the story ends
Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I'll read last line

終わらない雨 抱きしめた 夜が朝を向かえる
心はまだ濡れたまま

In endless rain I've been walking
Like a poet feeling pain
Trying to find the answers
Trying to hide the tears
But it was just a circle
That never ends
When the rain stops, I'll turn the page
The page of the first chapter

傷つくだけ 傷ついて 解ったはずの答えを
どうしてまだ 問いかけてる

Am I wrong to be hurt
Am I wrong to feel pain
Am I wrong to be in the rain
Am I wrong to wish the night won't end
Am I wrong to cry
But I know, It's not wrong to sing the last song
Cause forever fades

気がつけば又 独り夜の空を見つめてる
少しづつ消えて行く Our Memories
傷つくだけ 傷ついて 解ったはずの答えを
どうしてまだ 問いかけてる

I see red
I see blue
But the silver lining gradually takes over
When the morning begins
I'll be in the next chapter

終わらない雨 抱きしめた 夜が朝を向かえる
心はまだ濡れたまま
傷つくだけ 傷ついて 解ったはずの答えを
どうしてまだ 問いかけてる

2008年1月10日木曜日

Larius

The simplified story.

Boy meets girl in college.

Boy travelled back in time (not sure why though). JC class reunion, at the JC itself, where (most of) the class was back, having lessons for just fun. Even their former teachers were there teaching them. For half a day. Just before lunch, exchange of gifts with the host class, getting to know you session.

sidetrack - boy goes shoot in archery team, as a newbie/team tryout. Turns out he could shoot long distances, almost blindfolded (trees were obstructing view to the target board. don't ask me why). Team was surprised at his score/grouping.

Back to main story. Boy meets girl. Turns out that she is the class representative (one of them. There were 2 in JC, 1 male 1 female.) Some talk of having lunch in a nearby food centre. Most of the class (new and old) adjourns outside. Girl ended up talking to guy, then was interrupted by her (bimbotic) teacher, guy helps out with whatever the girl was doing. Girl wrote in boy's notebook. "Larius". Boy remembered that the girl wrote the same thing back in college (he time travelled. remember?).