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気になる事

The Last Song
X Japan

Watching the stars till they're gone
Like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story he was in
Who never knew the story ends
Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I'll read last line

終わらない雨　抱きしめた　夜が朝を向かえる
心はまだ濡れたまま
(Embraced by the endless rain The night turns to morning
but my heart is still not yet soaked)

In endless rain I've been walking
Like a poet feeling pain
Trying to find the answers
Trying to hide the tears
But it was just a circle
That never ends
When the rain stops, I'll turn the page
The page of the first chapter

傷つくだけ　傷ついて　解ったはずの答えを
どうしてまだ　問いかけてる
(I have only been hurt Even though I know the reason for being hurt
Why do I still ask about it?)

Am I wrong to be hurt
Am I wrong to feel pain
Am I wrong to be in the rain
Am I wrong to wish the night won't end
Am I wrong to cry
But I know, It's not wrong to sing the last song
Cause forever fades

気がつけば又　独り夜の空を見つめてる
少しづつ消えて行く　Our　Memories
傷つくだけ　傷ついて　解ったはずの答えを
どうしてまだ　問いかけてる
(When I have noticed it, I am alone, again, gazing at night sky
Disappearing bit by bit, Our Memories
I have only been hurt Even though I know the reason for being hurt
Why do I still ask about it?)

I see red
I see blue
But the silver lining gradually takes over
When the morning begins
I'll be in the next chapter

終わらない雨　抱きしめた　夜が朝を向かえる
心はまだ濡れたまま
傷つくだけ　傷ついて　解ったはずの答えを
どうしてまだ　問いかけてる
(Embraced by the endless rain The night turns to morning
but my heart is still not yet soaked
I have only been hurt Even though I know the reason for being hurt
Why do I still ask about it?)

the proof

kick me!

i need to get my ass moving

無限の風

作詞：森雪之丞
作曲：酒井良
編曲：酒井良
歌：GESANG

君の横顔を染めて
夕焼けが滲んでゆく　
The light of the sunset spreads, as it colours the side of your face.
空よ艶やかな色を　消さないで
Please don't disappear, this enchanting colour of the sky.

時と共に何もかも　
移ろって変わるんだね　
I guess just about everything changes with time,
君も「じゃあ…」と手をふって　歩きだす
You will also wave your hand and say goodbye, as you walk away.

でも変わらぬものがある
However, there are things that do not change,
言葉には　出せないまま
Things that remains unexpressed in words
心に溢れる思い
The thoughts that overflow from your heart.

切なさよ、さあ
Pain, come now,
優しい風になれ　今すぐ
Become a gentle wind right now.
流れてゆけ
Continue flowing on,
俯向く君の肩　包むように
To wrap around your downcast shoulders.
俺はいつも君を見つめてる
I am always fixing my eyes upon you,
たとえ遠い場所にいても
Even if you are in a far off place.

もしも生まれ変わっても
Even if I am able to be born again,
俺は俺に生まれよう
I would choose to be born again as myself.
そして君を見つけるよ　もう一度
And thus I would be able to find you, once again.

形あるもの全てに
In all the things that have a shape,
限りがあるとしたって
It’s been said that there exists a limit.
色褪せぬものはあると　伝えたい
I want to tell you that there are some things, that do not ever fade

ただ近くに君がいた
For you were nearby,
それだけで歩けたんだ
With that I could walk
どんなに険しい道も
However steep the road might be

淋しさよ、さあ
Loneliness, come now,
無限の風になれ　ここから
Become an eternal wind, from now on.
流れてゆけ
Continue flowing on,
一人歩く君の背中押して
Pushing you on from behind, while you walk alone.
見えぬ愛で君を助けたい
I want to support you with love unseen,
いつか再び会えるまで
Until I am able to meet you once more, someday.

今変わらぬものはただ
Now, the things that are unchanging are but
言葉には　ならなかった
What words cannot be used to express,
輝き続ける思い
These thoughts that continue to glitter.

切なさよ、さあ
Pain, come now
優しい風になれ　今すぐ
Become a gentle wind, right now.
流れてゆけ
Continue flowing on,
俯向く君の肩　包むように
To wrap around your downcast shoulders.
俺はいつも君を見つめてる
I am always fixing my eyes upon you,
たとえ遠い場所にいても
Even if you are in a far off place.