timetravellove and other random stuff

I finally watched (most of) 不能说的秘密. such a lovely film. except for the CG-y parts.

I think I need more sleep. sleeping at 4-5am on fridays/saturdays seem to have become a norm. not good. I don't even repay my debts.

I think emotions is a tool. I might be often seen smiling, laughing, whining, exasperated, but hardly angry. Even when I become angry it is a controlled emotion, or rather a tool, to elicite a certain outcome. Hotheadness anger do not come often for me... or so I would like to believe.

Today I was trying to use anger to get something a child took from me. Being the patient sort at first I endulged in him, playing along with his game of catch. However it went overboard after repeated attempts of him taking my items and lying about the whereabouts (plus other people were waiting for me to go off), I sternly demanded that he return my item. Multiple times. Before I became angry. And threatened to overturn the sofa. And lifted the sofa for show. That was when he finally gave me back my item.

Am I behaving childishly? Maybe. Am I wrong to put on emotions to serve my needs? I don't know. At least my emotions were under my control - I think that is a good thing, especially for anger. I might not be able to do so for other emotions, but those would need further working on.